Hey everyone I am going to my first ever anime convention and it the bishie con. I have been told to go to smaller ones first but I can't this one is already so sudden pluse I have to get my drivers linces before then as well.

I feel excited but I also feel like that there is something wrong like I kinda don't want to. I do want to go and have fun. maybe that is it because I have never done anything like this or been out and done anything I was like this when I went to a movie and now you can't keep me from movies. I am probably more scared than anything that my job won't let me off and I will have to cancel and I have already done everything to go.

Then there is my uncle that is telling me that I am making a big mistake of my life and my grandpa is thinking about it making me feel even more worse. *sigh* I just want to go to it and get it over with, without anything bad happening and have fun.

Does anyone have anything that will help me cope. My dad don't care and my mom is trying to stop me as well. I have been caged for too long and breaking free.